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  2008.05.02  22.45
A thorny glass


  2008.05.02  22.25

Love is a complicated thing. Sometimes we do strange things for love. And when it leaves us, we do stranger things, still.

I quoted it from some online forum.

I agree with it. Totally


  2007.12.27  02.25
Events take took place in December

Courtesy of me

Courtesy of Kass


  2007.12.27  01.41

I stumbled upon it today.

It dawned on me that an Apple and an Orange could never be used for comparison due to their uniqueness in taste and texture.

They are both fruits but good in their own way and their taste may vary from person to person.

When you are depicting the inverted message in the mirror,try looking at yourself too.

Do you look as different as you are when people are looking at you?

All in all it is often our perception and the angle from we see things but eventually it boils down to the simple fact of just facing yourself.

As in treating yourself or others try this: Stop comparing!


  2007.12.26  23.38
Crystal Jade Hong Kong Cafe's Rendezvous

Mood: bitchy

  2007.07.23  00.35
Of SpongeBob and me

Attack of the yellow Sponge!


  2006.12.20  01.00

Dendrobium 'stephanie sun'

I accidentally washed off the Humming Bird's stamp *Grr*

But here's the Lady Bird one!

White Roses!

Damn! Lost my 3M Hooks today at Suntec!


  2006.12.18  23.04
The Miracle of Self Grooming. Part 1


  2006.12.15  17.32

I would rather me a sparkle that outlived my stay then to be a dim.


  2006.12.15  17.26

The Truffle Cake from Polar was really doing injustice to our Birthday Girl.

Promised will make it up. (I hope)

Happy Birthday Suxin!

Sneak preview on the upcoming Singapore Garden Festival held @ Suntec Convention Centre, Singapore

and some Orchids!


  2006.12.06  14.24

It seems that Dawn was approaching while Dusk was retiring.

In reality it was the opposite.

When Optimism seems to be at its peak more than often there would be the decline.

Morbid drags you to Pessimistic.

Who in turn drove you down to Death.

Sweet sweet Death.

We shun you at Birth, know you in the middle, remember you then understand you and in the End embraces you.

Destiny have paved us to you but Depression would show us to you.

Destruction would leave us to you while Delirium will drives us to you.

Dream alone shall predict you understanding that one day all would be claim by you.


  2006.12.06  14.07
Remnants of a Fragment

I was told of a forever and forever i hold my peace.


  2006.12.06  14.02

The night start off pretty fast with a few numbers.

Humbleness soon melts away leaving only laughter.

Even the sweetest candy will dissolve.

The night was mark as a fragment in our brain and on the paper below.


  2006.12.04  15.26
15th November 2006


It's Wei Lun's Birthday! He is wearing one of the present we got for him.

Apart from the KTVing, Goldmine was chocolicious..

*Lick Fingers*

As the candle was blown there goes another year of his age.

I saw myself aging with him.. Signs..

The Laughter and Colour of Life at its Best Moment.


  2006.11.17  19.00
A Good Year

Pardon my Kiss, it finds Love in the strangest places.

Much as i hate to admit, i think i have fallen for you.

A No or a Yes would be suffice.

My 2nd Favourite Christmas Tree @ Paragon!


  2006.11.17  09.08
When Time is drawing to an end..

Came across a Bus Ad right outside Tanglin School.

Entitled: What Can You Do If You Have Only Six Months To Live?

I have been living in a dream world of my world for the past 9 years of my Life. So what's six months anyway.

But it suddenly dawned on me that i have so much things i wanted to do within half a year.

Strangely to say, humans are often pushed to their limit only when faced with adversaries. When six months is all you have, what and where would you spent it on/with?

I would think most probably many stuff that need considering would be done with no second thoughts. Considering one of my best friends ever told me that i was ever so carefully treading across issues in my Life, this was my limit.

I would probably rushed to the person i loved most whether or not my Love has been reciprocated and give a big hug and a peck on the cheek.

I am selfish yet noble.

I do not wished for my family to see me grow frail and weak causing them tremendous heartache but nor do i want to leave them out of my sight if i was on my last breathe.

I wished for the one i loved most to be accompanying me for the last three months as i do not believe in everlasting love.

I would be more than contended to know that i have experience Love till the end of my Time as when i rest eternally, there would be no emotional scar as there would be no chance of a break up; creating my own forever love.

In doing so, i would not let my family see me in my most vulnerable form as i have live the first three months as a glowing with health boy.

I shun Loneliness. I do not like nor could accept the loneliness creeping into my heart as i lay there feeling ambivalent.

For the last few moments when my mind remains conscious, i would be most glad to be able to hold the hands of each and everyone of my family and loved ones before i depart into the unknown.

I could now fully understand a speech i had listened to in a workshop describing how when caught between a sudden and a well received Death, the later would be often the better of the two. Like what she had said, At least you could still planned of what to do and what to say.

Although that Time is not on your side, you still could live to the fullest.

I have heard of a Wedding Planner, but who knows when a Death Planner would turn up next.

By the way, i have done Number 11, like what most of my colleagues and one special friend of mine had too : Reading "Tuesday with Morris"


  2006.11.16  22.16

On the faithful 10th of November, 5 people slogged their hardest.. Well, at least for this year.

The result was a beautifully created 6m x 6m plot of "luscious" landscape.

Well, it was not the winning plot.

But we had sweat for and thus proud of it.

Much cursing and swearing mostly targeted at nothing were exchanged in this project.

A modest vulgarity, Vulgaris Fukada was even invented by us when we were told not to use the F word.

It was a nice experience but would definitely have second thoughts if asked to join in a similar capacity competition again.

The 6m x 6m Plot

The Trio

Balloon and me.

The Battle of The Casio Digital



  2006.11.13  00.16

Talk is cheap. More so when it is all crap.

Theory's are for school.

I might not be the Guru in relationship, more often i do not know how to handle them well. Especially rejections.

But at least i would not lead anybody on.

When a feeling is revealed, please do not take advantage of the situation.

It takes a lot to build up but only a wrong doing to destroy it all.

I might have like you, but please do not treat it as you are sharing your holy love with me.

I do not request and likewise i do not need people to attend to them.

Do not degrade my integrity with what you think you believe is right.

You are right to say that you are not the judge, but please do not used that to feed to your endless revelations towards relationships.

I have enough crap of what the World have been feeding to me and i do not wish for you to complicate stuff.

I do not mind being a friend of yours when everything is all out and upfront.

I might have to think otherwise.


  2006.11.12  17.35
God's Letter to a Woman

God's Letter to a Woman

When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being.
When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils.
But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man, because your nostrils are too delicate.

I allowed a deep sleep to come over him
so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you.
Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity.
From one bone, I fashioned you.
I chose the bone that protects man's life.
I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him,
as you are meant to do.

Around this one bone, I shaped you....... I modeled you.
I created you perfectly and beautifully.
Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile.
You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart.
His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life.
The ribcage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart. Support man as the rib cage supports the body.

You were not taken from his feet, to be under him,
nor were you taken from his head, to be above him.
You were taken from his side, to stand beside him and be held close to his side.

You are my perfect angel.....You are my beautiful little girl.
You have grown to be a splendid woman of excellence,
and my eyes fill when I see the virtues in your heart.
Your eyes...don't change them.
Your lips, how lovely when they part in prayer.
Your nose, so perfect in form.
Your hands so gentle to touch. I've caressed your face in your deepest sleep.
I've held your heart close to mine.
Of all that lives and breathes, you are most like me.

Adam walked with me in the cool of the day, yet he was lonely.
He could not See me or touch me. He could only feel me.
So everything I wanted Adam to share and experience with me, I fashioned in you; my Holiness, my Strength, my Purity, my Love, my Protection and Support.

You are special because you are an extension of me.
Man represents my image, woman my emotions.
Together, you represent the totality of God.

So man......treat woman well.

Love her, respect her, for she is fragile. In hurting her, you hurt me.

What you do to her, you do to me.
In crushing her, you only damage your own heart;
the heart of your Father, and the heart of her Father.
Woman, support man. In humility, show him the power of emotion
I have given you.

In gentle quietness, show your strength.
In love, show him that you are the rib that protects his inner self.

Did you not know that WOMAN is special in God's eyes?

Send this to ten of the wonderful women you know and bless their day!
Send this to the men you know too. It's a good reminder for them!


  2006.11.09  21.51

My memory seems to be failing me.

I remembered things for no good cause and forgot the important ones.

Did i shut it off or it is time to clear my cache.

Maybe it is because things that have no good cause affect me greater than things which are important.

I must tuned up my piorities.


  2006.11.09  21.41

I was once told of a story of a piece of rib.

I was asked if i could be that rib.

It came swiftly but ended too soon.


  2006.11.09  21.16

Do you still want secrets when they brought you nothing?

Who is the better one. Or exactly whose desires are greater?

The greatest mockery of all is to be leaded to believe in something which was not meant to be.

An item that brought about the change has to end with it.

I have no desires, who is not a man.

But when desires turn too great and turns to temptation even the holiest man would turn animal.

The Prestige that would never be.

The Prestige that would never come.


  2006.11.07  23.45

I have won!

A second of contemplating before i make a detour.

Finally i break the habitual sub-consciousness.

It was a brilliantly won battle. *smug*

Today i was at Fort Canning Park. Met up with Lionel for Lunch at Park Mall B1 before proceeding there.

@ Fort Canning Park

I am sitting on a Nine Pound Cannon!

Torch Ginger, Etlingera elatior.Full Bloom flowers are for admiring. The "closed" one next to it is often used in a local delicacy, Rojak.

@ Tea Chapter, Chinatown.

Our gathering. Did we have fun? The picture speaks for itself.

Xiao Yi, Kass, Suxin and me!


  2006.11.06  18.50

This should be the fourth time i had make a wrong detour due to the upgrading project.

I guessed all humans does act sub-consciously sometimes.

I summarises this as being habitual.


Damn! I feel lousy.


  2006.11.06  00.23

Spider is scary.

Spiders are very scary.

Love to see that look again. Haha


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